Saturday, April 30, 2016

No. 207 ** sissy Shopping**

Hi sissies!
ok....two things....first, though, i want you to really get into a 'sissy mode' and watch the video at the bottom of this post. It is ESSENTIAL to creating the mindset necessary to be a good and proper sissy for this task.

now, i don't want you whining like a baby, this is one of those things where you just have to trust me and do it......jamie knows what's best for you sissy, and you need to do this......

first, you need to cobble together a few dollars (or whatever your currency) and see if you can afford these items. the list is short:
a container of liquid foundation - brand doesn't matter (+/- $4)
a box of panty liners (+/-$2)
a small hand held massage device (+/-$15)
a ginger root - medium sized (+/-$3)

now, sweetheart, you don't have to like this and you don't have to agree, you just need to do it. i will explain later what it is for.

second, you need to go to a shoe store, it can be a self-serv store if you are a fraidy-cat - but it will be BETTER if you go to a regular store or the shoe department of a bigger store. now....stay with me honey....you need to try on shoes until you know your correct girly size. you may chose androgynous style but they MUST be sized for females..... just do it sweetie.

finally, i know this is long....... listen to Bimbo Blessing on headphones as you fall asleep for thre straight nights.
Easy peasy lemon squeezy! this is for your development sweetheart, you need to be a good and proper sissy and i am here to help but-there is work and sometimes it is not fun. you just need to take the plunge and go deeper. in the end, i assure you, it is worth it to become the beautiful girly sissy you wer meant to be.

i love you sissy!
xo
jamie



Thursday, April 28, 2016

No. 206 **sissy Conditioning**

Hi sissies!
wow! it is REALLY REALLY hard to post everyday.... i can't wait for anna malice to come back full time! we totally under appreciate all she did to advance the training of all of us.

So i came across this video today and LOVED it. i want you to watch it at least three time in the next 24 hours. And i want you to fall asleep to Permanent Princess for three nights in a row.

i also am creating a shopping list for you. we are going to take it up a notch soon..... oh my goodness i get all tingly inside thinking about what's coming. stay tuned.....

i love you sissy!

xoxo

jamie








Wednesday, April 27, 2016

No. 205 **sissy Training - Going Full Cocksucker**

Hi sissies!
Short instructions to VERY important training....so pay attention.
i just LOVE LOVE LOVE the first girl in this video...i imagine i have this body, this look, this sexiness... that is me!!!

Anyway.... while watching this video, i want you to repeat over and over, in fact do it all day long - over and over:

i want to have a girl's body
i want to wear girl's clothes
i want to suck cock like a girl
i want to get fucked like a girl

over and over and over....don't stop after you eat your goo....do it again and again. and again.....

i love you sissy

xoxo

jamie


Tuesday, April 26, 2016

No. 204 **sissy Training - sissy Popper**

Hi sissies!
so i saw a link to this vid on the sissy hypno sub/reddit (btw, one of my FAVE pages) and it reminded me that sometimes,,,,, we just need to get back to the basics and go deeper.....

Please watch this video and really concentrate on your sissyness. you may nub and goo but instead of eating it..... i want you to wipe it all over your face then take a selfie. keep the selfie handy and refer to it frequently over the next 24 hrs to remind you of what you are.... a little sissy girl.

i love you sissy

xoxo

jamie


Monday, April 25, 2016

No. 203 **sissy Role Model - Dayanna Spiller**

Hi sissies!
In keeping with the theme of providing a minor alternative to the void left by anna leaving us (hopefully temporarily) here is a NEW segment for me.... it is meant for you to see a role model - in action - of who you are ment to be like.

This is Dayanna Spiller.... an especially yummy little sissy! you will do well to watch her and try to be like her. She is exceptional.

As usual, for now, you may nub and goo into your hand or mouth. As long as you eat it, i will be pleased with you

i LOVE you sissy!

xoxo
jamie




Sunday, April 24, 2016

No. 202 **sissy Story - About to be Owned**

Hi sissies!

fyi....i just put together a new audio that i am going to marry to a video. this is a new venture for me but stay tuned - i think you may like it.

i wrote this a couple of weeks ago. It's partially based on a true story starring little ole' me....yup! There are Parts 2 and 3 on the way. Hope you enjoy it and feel free to nub and goo into your mouth while reading.

i love you sissy!

xo
jamie

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sissy Meets her New Daddy Ch. 1

So I took the plunge and put out an ad on Craig’s List. I was travelling in a city about 120 miles from home and figured this was far enough to not be found and close enough to go back if I had success meeting a fuck buddy that could be longer term. I got myself all primped and wore a tight print dress, matching bra panty set subtle yet slutty makeup and my fave long blonde wig.

The ad attracted immediate attention and I was sure to mention I was a sissy who wanted to be treated like a girl. I was NOT into topping a guy…no. So I finally chose this guy Rich, who happened to be black, because he seemed so polite and chivalrous. We agreed he’d come to the hotel in 30 minutes which gave me time to calm my nerves and give myself a ‘once over’. He knocked on the door and I felt a chill but answered it quickly. When he stepped in I was surprised at how much bigger than I he was. At least 6’4 and a solid/muscular 225 lbs. If not for the tiny bit of grey, I’d have thought he played for a college football team. After I poured us each a drink we sat on the sofa and made some small talk, He confessed he had never been with a sissy before but loved the idea of a man willing to degrade himself so low that he’d wear panties and a bra just to get some cock. To be such a faggot that he would dress like a girl to get fucked. I tingled at the thought of what the night would bring me and felt myself blushing a little. I was a little embarrassed that he could tell I was exactly what he thought I might be – a sissy slut. He put his hand between my legs and reached over and kissed me on the neck. I let out a little moan and felt my little thing start to twitch. I did not want to get an erection but it seemed he was going to insist as he rubbed between my legs. I had to stand up to get it to stop, more than a little ashamed of myself.

He asked, very politely, if he could watch me masturbate while he played with himself in front of me. He said this way, my tiny nub would be out of the way for the remainder of the night. Made sense I think so I took it out and started to play with it. He took off his shirt and pants and began to stroke himself. Seeing this got me excited and I started to get into it. He told me to close my eyes and think about his dick. He began to walk towards me and I could feel it rubbing against my cheek. Rich told me to talk to him and tell him what I wanted and that I am a faggy sissy who loves cock. He had me begging him to take advantage of me while he rubbed his huge semi-hard cock all over my face. I finally came and he told me to eat it all up like a good girl. Of course I did.

I came out of my trance and realized he taped the entire session with his iPhone. I asked what was up and he just laughed and said ‘insurance’. I was told to tuck and pretty myself up in the bathroom and to get back out quickly. When I did, he told me his plans – they weren’t good.

Rich decided he needed a regular sissy to do what his girl wouldn’t. He told me he planned to make an edited version of the film to show me begging for his cock while he rubbed it all over my face then eating my own cum with his cock rested up against my cheek. He didn’t say it but I knew he had my face in the video and anyone who knew me would clearly KNOW me through the makeup. I was fucked.
Rich said ‘come here pussy, it’s time to care of your new owner. Let’s see how good of a cocksucker you are. I reluctantly went down on him and started to lick and suck his cock. He was delicious but I was now scared of what was to come. He put his hands on my head and guided it up and down almost gagging me. I’ve practiced for so long on a dildo I didn’t choke but it was hard to keep the rhythm. I asked him to warn me when he was going to cum and he laughed. Turns out his warning was a tight grip over the top of my head while he drove it deep into my throat and spurted gob after gob of cum into me. Of course, this was all on video too. Relieved it was finally over, I figured I was done being used. Wrong.

Rich told me to get him another drink and come sit next to him. He told me to kiss and lick his nipples while he laid out my future. I was now his. He knew my name by running my plate through a friend and confirming it with the front desk. Everyone I know will get a copy if I don’t comply. I explained I lived far away and he calmly replied ‘so what the fuck do I care? You will drive up here whenever I say and stay as long as I want. I OWN you sissy.’ Yup, I was fucked. He laughed and said it was too easy. He had me begging to suck his cock while I jerked off then he had me ACTUALLY sucking his cock and swallowing it – all while dressed like a slut in dress, wig, makeup. I could see him start to get hard again, no doubt from my playing with his nipples. He told me he needed one more video to seal the deal. He wanted one of me fucking myself with his cock. He told me what he expected to say in the video and warned me not to fuck it up. I promised I would do as instructed so he patted my head and said ‘good sissy’. Get to work.

He laid back on the bed and started filming. I walked up, as sexy as I knew how, and asked ‘Daddy Sir, may I use you cock to fuck myself? I’m so horny and I really need to get off on your cock.’ “Sure” he replied. So I pulled up my dress a little, pulled aside my pantied and lubed my pussy. I climbed on top of him, facing him, and worked his magnificent dick into my ass and slid down on it. It hurt but I’ve had quite a few things up there so I adjusted quickly. I did as previously instructed and rolled on him and really worked it in and out of my pussy. Funny thing is, I really enjoyed this although it was extremely humiliating. “use my cock you sissy faggot, you like my cock, faggot?” “Yes Sir, your cock is awesome, thank you so much for this Daddy.” I worked harder and harder and felt a weird feeling in my inner groin. I kept grinding and the feeling started to overwhelm me.

Grinding on his cock I buried it to the hilt and felt waves of pleasure flood through my groin…..unbelievable. My little nub dribbled out some goo but was still pretty much soft in my panties. I fell forward and kissed him instinctively and he tongued my mouth while still buried inside me. I found myself begging him to fuck me and he did. Hard, long strokes. He rolled me over on my back and got between my legs .I raised up my knees and brought them back so he could settle in between my legs and have proper access to my hole. Rich leaned forward and our chests met. He nuzzled his face in the nape of my neck and went to work. I had both hands on his ass pulling him into me. ‘please fuck me daddy, I need your cum.
Holy Shit! Did I just say that. ‘Don’t worry sissy’ you’ll get every drop’ he said. Uh-oh.
He pumped then put his lips on mine, I held his ass tightly and he gave a single deep final thrust filling me with cock. I felt him empty his bowels into me and could feel it already leaking out. He pumped slowly forcing all of it deep into me as if we were trying to get pregnant. I was whimpering and could only thank him and meet his kisses. I truly felt like Rich’s girl.

When he finally pulled out he said ‘you gotta clean it off now. If you’re going to be my regular thing, I need to leave here clean. And you ARE going to be my regular’. I trembled and went to work. “so let’s set up some ground rules Jim.’ Shit he really did know my name. I kind of snapped to attention/reality. “your name is jamie now. And you WILL come to me when I want where I want. And I WANT you back here Tuesday next week. This hotel and be dressed to go out to dinner.’ Oh shit, ‘but I am not passable’ I pleaded. Riche snickered, ‘I don’t give a shit, you’re going out next week. It will be hysterical seeing you humiliated in public like a little faggot trying to get laid. And in case you get any ideas, I’ll be emailing you a copy of your performance. Bye sissy, see you next week.’

I’m fucked. 

Wednesday, April 20, 2016

No. 201 **sissy Training - Know yourself**

Hi sissies
Do you know who you are yet? you need to to progress into the sissy you were born to be...

Here is a great little video of a girl who knows who she is - chanel santini .... a compliant little sissy, alive for one reason....to serve her man. it's so sexy i had to share it. Can't you just FEEL yourself being this girl? i can...

one of the greatest things about being a sissy is that tingly feeling you get when you know....you can almost taste it.... what it feels like to be taken by a man while primped like a horny cheerleader on Prom Night. Oh My Goodness i get so HORNY thinking about it!!

i digress...so here is you assignment....watch this video...really watch it...and think about being this girl in every aspect. Feel the weight of the cock in your hands....taste it and small it up close....feel it stretch your tight little pussy....grip it with your pussy....oh my god....i can feel it in me....can you?

OK, so now that you are in the proper mood...i want you to edge three times consecutively. Don't cheat your sissyness...three times then let that little ting go soft again. Now, while on all fours, you may hump a pillow saying the following lines over and over until you dribble it out:

i am a beautiful transexual princess
i want to have a girl's body
i love men
i don't like sex with girls

Say this over and over....memorize it and repeat it in your head throughout the day...over and over.

i want you tucked wile doing this so the goo oozes near your pussy. after gooing.... if you even can..., pull down your panties and rub it into your pussy and leave it there for at least 8 hours.

ok sissy, get to it!
i love you

xoxo
jamie











Monday, April 18, 2016

No. 200 **Wanking Material - Amateur sissy Anal**

Hi sissies!
Many of you are really missing anna malice - i know i sure am! Well, in her absence, i decided to add some content not seen in the 'mainstream' sissy sections....so FUNNY....mainstream sissy! We made it! hahaha....so this little sissy is so cute and innocent i couldn't help but share it....  she really takes a pounding from her man - and she should right? a good and proper sissy exists for her man...just like you..... your man is everything....it's so fun and tingly to think about it, isn't it???

Anyway, this is also meant to be a training. Everything is training, right sissy? i mean really.... shouldn't you be trying to be a better sissy every minute of every day? of course you should sweetie! what i want you to do is repeat over and over, throughout the entire video, these six lines:

girls love men
i love men
i am a girl

girls love cock
i love cock
i am a girl

You may goo into your hand or on your face and eat it as a treat!

Remember, being girly is in your head, not in your clothing. push yourself, your girlish development depends upon a commitment to being the best little sissy you can be. you need to let her out, don't waste anymore time......your days are short and you NEED to be who you are. i am always here to help you my precious little one.

i love you sissy

xoxo

jamie






Sunday, April 17, 2016

No. 199 **sissy Assignment - Hypno Immersion**

Hi sissies!
OK...so of course i've said this a thousand times but i am WAY into sissy hypno. i am also WAY into helping you little darlings become the best little girly sissies you can be..... Now you know i don't charge a penny for anything and never will -- BUT -- i am going to ask you to purchase a file every once in a while. well actually several files. you see, i am going to put together a training program that ANY faggy little girly sissy can follow but you MUST follow it. i am calling it Hypno Immersion and it will help Any sissy go deep down the hole.....sound like fun????

Details will be out in a few days.....!

Now... keep in mind, this is for your own development. ......In order to be a good and proper sissy there is a necessary investment. most investment comes in the way of clothing or makeup or toys but some, like this, comes in the way of... continuing education...... i make no $ from it and i make no $ from anything i do here. i do it for the fun of it - maybe that's why i fall off the map every once in a while!!

Anyway, i want you to download the file called 'panties' from Goddess Gracie. the subliminal loop is free but training loop costs $20. Either will do the trick.....you can get it:

 
it will be a necessary part of your development. the other 'pay' files will come later but this one is really important.

Now for part 2.... you MUST download a video downloader so you can take vids off the internet and watch them peacefully and quietly. i use speedbit downloader and it works great but get whatever you want. IMPORTANT!!!!!!! - go get a laptop. you simply cannot train effectively on a phone, sorry, you just can't.

Now for the fun part!! a lot of this training will be video based. you will have daily assignments to listen and or watch hypno. i'm still devising a way to get it all up on here but for now.... listen to 'panties' three times in a row then watch (off your hard drive) this CLASSIC in its entirety.

i love you sissy!
i can't wait to get started turning you into the little girl you were born to be
xoxo
jamie


Monday, April 4, 2016

No. 198 **Wanking Material - Babelicious**

Hi sissies!
Every once in a while a video comes along..... even one you've seen before maybe many times.....and it just grabs you. you see it differently or pickup something not previously noticed. Maybe an actress POPS on the screen, whatever.......

Well today, i watched this vid, in its entirety, and i was nearly delirious. my little wee wee doesn't get hard often and i truly love cumming while soft (for a variety of reasons) but this one got my peepee hard so i wanked it. it was weird but fun and i gooed all over my face and i loved it.

So,  in honor of my little nub figuring out a way to get hard, you may wank, pull, tug, nub, anything you want. And feel free to eat it...... enjoy!

i love you sissy!

xoxo


jamie




Saturday, April 2, 2016

No. 197 - sissy Training - Ultimate Cock Worship**

In the spirit of the 'Ultimate' series....and i don't know if this is part of a series or not..... here is another terrific video with very hypnotic audio.

go put on some panties, lie back and be the Barbie Bimbo you are!

i love you sissy!

xo

jamie






Friday, April 1, 2016

No. 196 **sissy Training - Ultimate sissy Hypno**

Hi sissies!
i saw on my FAVE and the ONLY subreddit i frequent EVERYDAY a request for this video. this is one of the vids that really helped me peek into the rabbit hole and decide....yeah, i think i want to go down there.... so i did - as i'm sure many of you did too!

Anyway... hope you enjoy this 'throwback' and remember to love yourself and be yourself. you just get a single life and a day has only 24 hours....do NOT waste time wearing a mask for others. Before you know it, it's over.

Be safe and happy!

i love you sissy

xo

jamie



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